Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Time Flies!!! 50th Solid and Memorable Year!!!

wow, time flies sososososo fast... Christmas almost here... year end also near... close our eye and open again, and one year already gone.. everyone is busying for year end programme.. Johor Extreme Challenge, Expedition, Sports Carnival, Company Camp, Mission Trip, KBS Drill Competition, Christmas Party, Platoon Retreat, Recruiting Programme... all is going on for promote the BB company and also let the members have a wonderful holiday ever... and everyone is preparing and look forward for those programme.. hope everyone have fun..
one year soon over, and now i just back with u guys, then need to reorganise myself to group with u all, get closer to u all, get know on the new private... and now i will concentrate on ur drill competition, hope we can co-ordinate with each others, so that we can have a good performance for others to see... hope u guys also will co-ordinate with each others, and build up the team work as soon as possible, and reach the goal that we all have.. u are the team that i look for it, u guys can do it..
last week is my first day went back, saw alots of u guys have improve alot, and one junior private is not bad, it can be train, he will be a good drillman in the future.. take care of him, and train him up... some of u are in SPM exam and also in JEC, so cant see how is u guys... for SPM members, still got around half months of exam to go... keep it up.. Jia You.. for JEC, sorry, before i want to with u guys for the programme, but unfortunately i have chicken pox, so miss the trip with u guys there, hope u guys have fun and learn things from there and bring it back to company and share... have a nice camp there...
hey, u guys got the 50th anniversary DVD already right!?!.. i got it and save it in my pc... almost every night i will see once round then just will go and sleep.. becoz is fun, Mr. Phua Chu Kang, King Kong, Ah Bun, three of them is here with Mr. Clement Chow, thet are the MC of the night, they come and celebrate the 50th Solid Years with us.. so glad.. this anniversary already is 2 years ago.. but until now i still remember that time we have the practices, preparing, and final showdown time... is fun, is secret, is tired, is sweat.. everyone have a good time.. Incredible, MamaMia (Dinner) perform by band & CG, I Believe In Music; My Jesus My Saviour; You Raise Me Up; Stand By Me, all this perform by the MC, Plt A,B,C have individual special performance, Junior Section, Stomp, Finale (My Glorious), Games by Mr. Gurmit Singh, and dun forget, 2 secret special weapon - Elvis Presly & 50th Solid Baby (hahaha)... all so fun... everyone so happy, even those who can get closer and take photo with Mr. Gurmit, they that night i think they will cant sleep the whole night.. hahaha... i miss the chance to take photo with them, but i happy that i saw them and they pass by behind me.. that time i wont forget... but tell u all a secret, i once sit with Mr. Clement Chow & Mr. Charlie have a Thanksgiving Dinner, wah, so happy, just sit beside them... is sososososo fun... sosososososo memorable year.... sososososo memorable day..... rhose who miss it sorry ya... need to wait for another anniversary liao... those who is the ex- BB members, if you want the copy of DVD can inform each platoon officer or me (also can), RM 11 per piece ONLY... IS WORTH IT, DUN MISS IT... i'm sure u wont regret it... hurry, while stock last...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

something to think of...

Someday everything will all make perfect sense.
So for now laugh at the confusion,
smile through the tears,
and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

I Believe In Music

Song Title: I Believe in Music
Well I can just sit around makin' music all day long
Long as I'm makin' music I can't do nobody no wrong
And who knows maybe someday I'll.e up with a song
That makes people want to stop their fussin' an' fightin'
Long enough to sing along
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in music I believe in love
Music is love love is music if you know what I mean
People who believe in music are the happiest people I've ever seen
So clap your hands an' stomp your feet shake your tambourine
( Lift your voices to the sky ) God loves you when you sing
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in music I believe in love
Music is the universal language and love is the key
To brotherhood an' peace an' understandin' to live in harmony
So take your brothers by the hand and sing along with me
Find out what it really means to be young an’ rich an' free
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in music I believe in love
I believe in love

Saturday, November 01, 2008

矛盾 => 想念!!!

我现在觉得很矛盾。。。
怎样矛盾法呢。。。
那天看见你们有吃有笑有说,觉得不错。。
不过我在那边总觉得是个圈外人。。。
怎样都参不进你们的话题。。
要参也不知从何参起。。。
我总觉得我是个透明人。。
没人看见我的存在。。
我知道我以前做错了很多事,我可请求你们的原谅吗??
还是你们要我做什么才肯原谅我。。。
我好痛苦。。
我还能够跟你们在一起玩乐吗??
我不知道还能够呆多久。。。
以前跟你们一起出去,一起稿笑,一起唬闹的日子,要过去了吗???
以前的回忆,我都没忘记。。
你们知道吗,我以前最快乐的日子,就是跟你们在一起。。
你们都知道我是独生子,没有兄弟姐妹,没有机会跟自己的兄弟姐妹吵架打闹,看到别人有兄妹,我就很孤零零,我也想要有兄妹跟我争执,因为我想要拥有这种感觉。。。
也能够互相造迎。。。
不过二十二年了都没有机会。。。
我还记得有一年,在中学时,我家开生日烤肉会,请了我班的十兄弟,大家都有说有笑,玩德不亦乐乎,他们还唱生日歌,“恭祝你生成。。。恭祝你生成快乐,年年都有今日,岁岁都有今朝,恭喜你,恭喜你”。。。
当他们唱完这首歌时,我哭了,因为我很感动。。。
烤肉会完了,他们也要回了,我就跟我妈妈载一部分的人回,当我要到家时,我又哭了,因为那种感觉,就好像是非常短暂的兄弟情。。。
当我开始进入这个团体生活,我知道会有一种兄妹情,因为我把你们当作我自己的兄妹。。。
不过这种感觉,在几年前,我有时感觉不到,不知道那里出问题了。。。
我好矛盾。。。
你们了解我的感受吗???
好想回去跟你们一起生活的感觉。。。
好想回到我的地二个家。。。
好想念你们。。。
好想念以前有说有笑的感觉。。。
好想念。。
好想念。。。
好想念。。。。